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My dearest Sharon;
As I sit here and try to express my deepest thoughts of all that I had with you and all that I dreamt of having, I find it difficult to continue as the tears well in my eyes. I have never experienced such immense feelings of loss and loneliness. I am thoroughly devastated and overcome with grief, as your passing continues to torment my every waking moment. You, more than anyone in my life, would best understand that these emotions are unfamiliar to me. You, more than anyone in my life, would best have known how to guide me past them. I am seemingly lost without you.
There have been but a few experiences in my life that consumed my daily thoughts, often times guiding my direction and purpose towards the fulfillment of Gods’ and lifes plan. My every waking moment is replete with the memory of you and all that you were to me. All that you offered, shared, and gave in your life without the need of reciprocation. Selfishly, being deprived of your love, companionship, and touch, never again being able to speak, laugh, argue, or cry with you.
It is said that time heals all wounds. I am of the belief that this wound will never heal. I am of the belief that time ad Infinitum is not long enough to heal the wound your loss has caused me. My body is hale and hearty, as I will continue to live in the physical world. However, my heart and soul have been ripped into shreds and have become lifeless and numb. I cannot nor could I have ever imagined the depth of anguish my soul was to have endured at your loss. My heart and soul will forever be void of vivacity without you or your being.
When I first met you, I was certain you were destine to be a part of my life. Our life together was as most, filled with love, good, bad, and troubled times. We were always able to guide ourselves through the best and worst of whatever life had to offer. I shall do my best now to guide myself though life, and I shall do my best to guide the love of your life, Zachary through the same trials and tribulations life may offer him. This I promise to you.
I will be half the man I was without you. I will forever remember you as you were. I will forever remember our life as it was. I will forever be blessed to of had you in my life. I will forever honor your memory with my undying love. I will forever cherish the times when a simple smile or laugh was upon your face. I will forever praise your affection for me. I will forever pray for answers as to why you were taken away from me. I will forever pray that the course of my life will take me on an unwavering path to be with you in eternal life.
I will forever love you.
Wayne
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